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Friday, 06 November 2009

  • I'm Forever Grateful

    Oh, give thanks to the Lord, for He is good!  For His mercy endures forever!

    You did not wait for me
    to draw near to You
    But You clothed Yourself
    with frail humanity
    You did not wait for me
    to cry out to You
    But You let me hear Your Voice
    calling me
    And I'm Forever Grateful to You
    I'm Forever Grateful for The Cross
    I'm Forever Grateful to You
    That You came to seek and save the lost

    (repeat all)

    That You came to seek and save the lost

    That lost one was me.  I want to give Him thanks and praise for His mercy and grace! 

    As some of you may know, I am continually exhorting myself and others to be thankful. 

    Thankfulness heals.  When we are hurt because of some slight or an insult from someone, be thankful that your worth is in God's love and acceptance of you when he made you His son.  The other person may not see you as God sees you...but whose estimation do you value most?  When He calls you His beloved son in whom He is pleased, is that not greater than the acclamation of any man?

    Thankfulness restores.  When we've made a mess of our lives and ruined our relationships with others, God will forgive and not turn us away in our repentant pleas.  We can get up from our knees rejoicing that no longer are we to feel distant from Him.  Being forgiven means that we can risk the disbelief of others as we ask their forgiveness.  Whether or not they can forgive and forget, we know that our Father does.

    Thankfulness brings peace.  Looking at what others have whether it is more than we have or less, will not bring peace.  Maybe we don't feel like rejoicing when others rejoice.  If we are angry because of their good fortune and believe that they don't deserve it, aren't we jeopardizing our own lot?  What of those who have less than we do?  Do we want them to have no peace or joy because we have more?  If so, we would be better off to become the poorest of the poor.

    Thankfulness brings joy!  Look at the song above.  God does not wait until we are worthy before He makes His move to save us.  God does not withhold any good thing from us.  He knows us intimately.  His desire is for us.  He loves us.

    Isn't ingratitude a beggarly thing?

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • Hired Servant or Beloved Son?

    O righteous Father, even though the world does not know you, I know you, and these know that you have sent me.  I made known to them your name, and I will continue to make it known, that the love with which you have loved me may be in them, and I in them.”

      This is the end of the recorded conversation Jesus had with His Father just before the betrayal of Judas.  He and the Father had brought events to the climax.  The plan of God to make His family one - those who believe becoming the sons of God, though already settled in heaven was about to be enacted on earth.

    Earlier, Jesus had told the story that we all know as the "Parable of the Lost Son:"

    “There was a man who had two sons.  And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of property that is coming to me.’ And he divided his property between them.  Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took a journey into a far country, and there he squandered his property in reckless living.  And when he had spent everything, a severe famine arose in that country, and he began to be in need.  So he went and hired himself out to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to feed pigs.  And he was longing to be fed with the pods that the pigs ate, and no one gave him anything.

    “But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father's hired servants have more than enough bread, but I perish here with hunger!  I will arise and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you.  I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired servants.” ' And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him....

    The son's plan to forfeit his sonship and become as a hired servant to his father was futile.  The father could no more listen to that speech than cut off his own arm.  Though his son had sinned (as the son admitted to himself) the father knows that this is his son and still an heir and still very much loved... he "kissed him."

    "But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons.  And because you are sons, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, “Abba! Father!”  So you are no longer a slave, but a son, and if a son, then an heir through God."  (Galatians 4: 4-7)

    Henri Nouwen, in his book "The Return of the Prodigal Son," (Doubleday, 1992, p.53) says:

    "One of the greatest challenges of the spiritual life is to receive God's forgiveness. There is something in us humans that keeps us clinging to our sins and prevents us from letting God erase our past and offer us a completely new beginning. Sometimes it even seems as though I want to prove to God that my darkness is too great to overcome. While God wants to restore me to the full dignity of sonship, I keep insisting that I will settle for being a hired servant. But do I truly want to be restored to the full responsibility of the son? Do I truly want to be so totally forgiven that a completely new way of living becomes possible? Do I trust myself and such a radical reclamation? Do I want to break away from my deep-rooted rebellion against God and surrender myself so absolutely to God's love that a new person can emerge? Receiving forgiveness requires a total willingness to let God be God and do all the healing, restoring, and renewing. As long as I want to do even a part of that myself, I end up with partial solutions, such as becoming a hired servant. As a hired servant, I can still keep my distance, still revolt, reject, strike, run away, or complain about my pay. As the beloved son, I have to claim my full dignity..."

    There is an insight in this paragraph as to why the legalists - in fact all of us find some comfort in retaining some "control" over the process of our salvation, sanctification, and glorification. It is not about gratitude to God for saving us that is the underlying motive. It's about MY sovereignty, MY free will, MY autonomy. It's plain UGLY!! What we are willing to settle for is "filthy rags" instead of the robe of His righteousness, a cheap paste imitation jewel instead of the ring of Sonship, a mess of pottage instead of the rich food of the wedding feast!

    Is God having that?  Is he leaving it all up to us to determine what shall be the result of His work?  No!  Read on: 

    But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him.  And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’  

    But the father said to his servants,  ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet.  And bring the fattened calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate.  For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.’ And they began to celebrate.

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • The Older Son

     

    Recently I wrote about how our Father is a prodigal Father...that is He gives lavishly and does not withhold any good thing from us.  So much has been written about that particular family, that I almost hesitate to write more...almost.  The younger son has been the target of many a sermon on repentance and on the Father's joy at the son's return.  This time, I had a thought about the older son that I wanted to share.

    The older son sounds to us like a sourpuss.  We scarcely give him any notice.  We watch him go off to himself while the festivities are going on, refusing to rejoice over his brother's return.  He is still muttering to himself - maybe even throwing things around in his anger over the unfairness of it all.  The father listens, sympathetic and caring.  He reassures this angry young man that he loves him and hasn't forgotten his faithful service to the family.  The father even reaffirms the older son's inheritance - (all that I have is yours).

    The thought that I wanted to share in regard to this story is about joy.  I don't mean just the joy he should have had because the father was SO overjoyed and shedding tears (maybe even dancing for joy).  It is obvious from his remarks that SURELY isn't joyful that the younger brother is having gifts lavished on him.  "Look how dirty he is.  I wouldn't put a fine robe like that on a filthy beggar like him." (I'm reading his thoughts here)  The joy I am thinking of is that joy he should have been having all of his life.

    Even though we have probably not thought much about that older son except for what I have noted above, if we stop to think about it, this son had a pretty good life.  It may not seem that way because he tries to make a case about how hard he had worked (and never got a party).  The family seems to be well off.  They have hired servants, and even they have a pretty good life.  The father is a loving, caring father.  All day every day this son worked for the family, building a rich inheritance for himself (sort of storing up treasures in heaven).  He sat at the table with his dad and probably ate heartily - all he could hold.  He had a nice bed to sleep in each night.  And there probably were some parties and fun, I mean, really was it such a dull and lifeless existence?  I doubt it.

    Which brings me to my little point.  I suggest that he probably forgot to be thankful...the family farm was coming to him without payment.  How this applies to us, is pretty obvious.  We may not live as luxurious a life as this son did, but we have a loving Father who freely gives us forgiveness for our indiscretions (sins, plainly).  God also has promised us the richest inheritance - beyond our imagination.  He is with us "whithersoever" we go.  He protects us from our Enemy.  He gives us strength as the day requires.  And most of all He loves us with an unfathomable love always.  Are we like the older brother?  Do we take all these things for granted?  When another brother or sister is blessed or given recognition or  succeeds where we have failed, do we still rejoice with them.  Do we breathe a prayer of thanks just because?   Do we have that joy that a child of the Most High God, Sovereign King of all creation should have.... Even more, do we express our joy?  If we were to get what we deserve....well, I'm sure we don't want that!

Saturday, 24 October 2009

  • It All Starts With a Dream

    This is my dream.  I've been told that it is the place to start - a dream.  It would be more dramatic if I could honestly say that this dream came to me while I was sleeping.  Actually, it has been coming to me in bits and pieces, over time, taking a shape that I could not even visualize until just now.

    In my dream, the scenery is very much like what I have been seeing in my "real" life.  The people - many of them - look very familiar.  I want to call out their names, but I'm not sure that they would respond.  I mean - could these be the people that they look like to me?  This looks like the world I am accustomed to living in, but there is one notable exception:  There is a sweetness in the air...a gladness...a quietness...a confidence.  God is present here.  But, I thought that God has always been here - everywhere, all of the time.   At this time, it is special.  God is here, and we are rejoicing - some more inwardly, quietly smiling to themselves - some dancing and singing gleefully.  This is the day that the Lord has made, and we are rejoicing and glad.  

    The reason that everything is so much different from the "normal" is the Joy of the Lord.  The ECONOMY is no longer "tough."  The PLANET is no longer in danger from the excesses of man.  The DROUGHT is over.  But wait, this is not heaven -yet.  This is the same world that it was before I began dreaming this dream.  Now, though (in my dream) God is regarded as sovereign.  His Word is regarded as true.  The Holy Spirit holds sway in the hearts of believers....That's it.  Believers are truly believers.  They trust in the power of God to save and keep them forever.  They no longer have to toil under the disapproving eye of a God who will reject them at the slightest  provocation.  God's children serve their Lord with gladness.  They come before His presence with singing.  They trust in the Lord and do not depend on their own understanding.  In everything, they glorify God and give thanks to Him. 

    How did all of this come about?  Well in the first place, the circumstances of life: the economy, the environment, the weather, etc. have not changed one iota....What has happened is that believers have become BELIEVERS.  They no longer work to gain favor with the Lord.  They want to bear one another's burdens.  While it is true that they are the same people in my dream...born again, but not yet in their glorified immortal bodies,  the difference is that they are led by the Spirit AND filled with the Spirit afresh every day.  They are coming to the well for the Living Water to be refreshed.  They are  being washed daily with the water of the Word.  They are living in the Joy of the Lord and that is their strength and stability.

    This dream is only a shadow of the joys of living in Heaven with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.  Because there will be no sin there.  God will walk about among us and we with Him.  I believe that God has given some of us this dream because it is possible for the brethren to live in peace, worshiping the One who is worthy to be praised.  It is impossible for US to live the Christian life.  Christ is our life.  Our security, our assurance, our ability, our joy is in knowing that!

    Come let us bow down and worship Him.  Let us adore Him and praise Him, and yes, let us enjoy Him!  There is no need to "wake up" from this dream.  The world needs to know that Christ is real and that KNOWING and serving Him is wonderful and joyful!

Wednesday, 07 October 2009

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    Dear Daughter,

    My Love, do you remember how I used to sing "You Are My Special Angel" to you? You know now that I am in heaven among  the angels and saints of time past. I'm sure you miss me and are thinking about the days we spent together as you were growing up. You and I never tired of boring the others with our funny stories about each other. It seems that those old stories are so precious - ridiculous, though they may be.

    As I write this letter, I am both happy and sad. I am happy thinking about being with Jesus as you read this , and I am sad that I can no longer be there in person for you.

    You know that I love you with all my heart, but you also know how my heart was broken over the breakup of your marriage and the events following. Your rebellion against the authority of God and his will for you led to your having made choices that thoroughly shocked and deeply saddened me. Although I could never accept the choices you made, I still have hope that you will return to God.

    When you were only six years old, you told me that you wanted to be a Christian like me...How I rejoiced in your little prayer of faith! The next Sunday in church you handed me the little note that said:                     

                                                I am Jesus

    Honey, you became His child back then, and you still are His child today.

    Do you know how it grieves the Holy Spirit for you to deny your faith and your identity? God did not make you what you pretend to be now. (You know what I mean.) No matter how many people you surround yourself with who "comfort" you and support you and assure you that you are "just being who you are," will not change God's plan and design for you. God made you His little girl (now a woman) and He made you a gift to me, my little girl.

    I am afraid for you. Not afraid I won't see you here with me, but that you will deeply regret those whom you have led to follow you in this folly. In addition to that. you are forfeiting a beautiful, holy relationship with your Lord who loves you far more than any other person ever could.

    Your sin, though extremely grievous, is not greater than mine, nor is it greater than the blood of Christ which was shed for you. Jesus was made to be sin for you so that you could become the righteousness of God in Him. Don't you see how much He loves you?

    My passing changes your life. You no longer have your earthly Dad to turn to. But you can still be Jesus' (is) child. It's time to face reality. The life you are living is a lie. The life Jesus gives is true Life. Honey, turn back now and forsake your waywardness. God is waiting to hear you call.  He says:

    "Call to Me, and I will answer you and show you great and mighty things which you do not know." (Jeremiah 33:3)

     

    My love, always,

    Dad

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  • I am a long-time Christian still wanting more of God - hence the name. My quest is to know Him more intimately and to enjoy knowing Him. In my walk with Christ, I have been alternately passionate, fearful, happy, and sometimes lonely. He has been with me through all of that and still loves me like no one else can. I am married, father of nine children ( a blended family ), semi-retired yet taking care of my wife who is unwell. It has only been 6 months since I have done any blogging or socializing on the internet, and I consider it a great privilege to be able to do so. I pray always for you that God would count you worthy of (His) calling and fulfill all the good pleasure of His goodness and the work of faith with power.....that the name of our Lord Jesus may be glorified in you and you in Him (2 Thes. 1:11&12). Learn to see yourself accomplishing what God has put in your heart to do.

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  • arkay
    Does my past dictate my attitude about what I perceive to be our best offering to God during Sunday morning worship services? Do those who argue with me think of me as an elitist? Can folks who have not been exposed to excellence in their lives be proper judges about quality in music, the best we ca
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  • arkay
    Hi quest4god Does my past dictate my attitude about what I perceive to be our best offering to God during Sunday morning worship services? Do those who argue with me think of me as an elitist? Can folks who have not been exposed to excellence in their lives be proper judges about quality in music, t
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